I've been spending a lot of time to myself lately and all that time makes me think of my life and my relations with people. Until recently, I never knew if I had ever felt love before. I always assumed that it was there somewhere, because a child should love their mother and father at least, but I had never felt anything. In the end I ended finding what love was in myself by interpreting actions rather than feelings. I knew that there were those that I could not stay mad at and I cared about them more than other people which is what I took to be love. I still haven't felt what it is to be IN love, but im sure that will come later and it will be another journey